where is he right now? is he sleeping or is he awake scared for tomorow. Tomorow when he has to sit in his car and drive himself to the room were he waits to be put to sleep then cut open and played with. His heart his life. Alive will it stop for one moment maybe?
I dont know.I am not there. Will he be here for christmas. Come home hon come home. PLease ilove oyou and i miss you. And its not fair but u will be ok. IF you go to heaven tho…you can fish and swim and sail. You can be happy and everyone will have manners and keep their elbows off the table. The grass will be cut and the garbage will be out. All the dishes will be washed.
You will make every apointment and travel anywere youd like because you ahave no priorities. Your orange trees will be perfect. Each orange perfect. You will be happy and see your son. You will get back to a life you started and never finished and youwwill be happy. If you leave before christmas please write some notes.
I know you cant call or come visit so write some notes. make signs in the sky or the ocean. send your voice in the wind or the rain. just please rember to check in. I know if anything happans youll be happy because you can do whatever you want. just make sure you bring apart of me with you.
i love you hon and i miss you.
hali
